Despite the amount of anger I have right now, the only regret I have is putting so much dependence on you: you told me to count on you for anything and you’ll always be there whether it be emotionally or physically. But of all the damn times and countless scenarios, what makes this one any different? What happened?
THE TIME WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST. THE ONE FUCKING TIME. AND YOU’RE NOT EVEN THERE FOR ME.
YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS THERE. YOU EVEN FUCKING SAID SO AND WHEN THINGS FUCKING GET HARD FOR ME YOU JUST LEAVE? WHAT THE FUCK.
THEY’RE OBVIOUSLY MORE IMPORTANT RIGHT? THE LEAST YOU COULD FUCKING DO IS FUCKING STAY THE FUCK UP WITH ME TO FUCKING MAKE SURE I AM FUCKING OKAY WHEN THINGS FUCKING AREN’T.
AGAINST ALL THE FUCKING ODDS YOU WOULD GO THROUGH THAT MUCH LACK OF FUCKING SLEEP FOR THEM BUT NOT FOR ME?
AND WHEN THINGS ARE FUCKING GOING DOWNHILL YOU CHOOSE NOW TO NOT STAY WITH ME NOR STAY UP WITH ME EVEN FOR A LITTLE BIT? OF ALL THE THINGS, AND OF ALL THE TIMES.
THE ONE FUCKING TIME WHEN I FUCKING NEED YOU.
THE ONE. FUCKING. TIME. WHEN I FUCKING NEED YOU THE FUCKNG MOST.