May 2012
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As this school year is coming to an end I noticed how completely different my life is from the beginning until now: I’ve drifted from people, gotten closer to people, met some of my expectations, learned some things, made unwise decisions, etc. However in the end it made me realize how much things have changed.. and that’s quite okay, more or less. I’m pretty content right now....
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I'm getting so distracted while I'm reviewing for...
An example of what would be this post. Why is studying so ‘hard’? I think I screwed myself over for procrastinating… Gah, fuck meeeee.
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I had KFC today.
You have no idea how much I looove chicken. My family is idealistically insane ♥
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The choices I choose to make nowadays seem like it’s only benefiting one person and hurting another, directly or indirectly. The last time this scenario happened was in 5th grade, and after 5 years who would’ve thought I’d be in the same path again.. I don’t want to be in this path anymore. It’s slowly eating myself alive on the inside. I don’t want to hurt...
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Although this week hasn’t really been the best week for my mother and I, I can still honestly say I love her sooo much and I’m so grateful to have a mom that actually shows she cares. And despite all my actions recently, I still take her teachings and advice and apply it for the better, even though I can be so hypocritical at times. There are times where I dislike my mom because she...
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Things aren’t the same anymore.. I can actually feel you looking at me with disappointment even when you’re not making eye-contact with me. Like, there’s nothing that needs to be said anymore or nothing worth saying. Exactly how much emotions did we exert for it to become this way? If my thoughts and opinion were really that unreasonable, then I’m sorry for saying anything...
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I really need to save up my money.
I’m so bad at saving..
What should I get a guy for his birthday?
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I don't fucking want to be here right now.
I fucking hate putting up with shit I don’t even deserve.[[MORE]] I fucking hate the bullshit reasons you give me. I fucking hate how you’re so overly self-absorbent. You don’t even consider my reasoning. “Oh shut up you’re wrong and I’m right” is the impression I get every fucking time. Moreover you go against your own words. What the fuck is that?...
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[[MORE]] This is probably the most bluntest ‘confession’ I’ve ever received. “You know.. I grovel over you a lot sometimes. Like, I don’t know. Sometimes I sit there wondering why the hell I want you so bad. Then I snap myself out of it by telling myself all of that crap about you. I don’t mean most of it buuuut, that’s the only way I can get over you for...
That moment of jealousy, →
tamtamfan:
ohfuckyeahitsjason:
where you see the person you like, talk to someone else who is attractive looking and you’re like “Damn, I’m ugly”. That moment of jealousy, where you see the person you like, talk to an ex and you’re like “Damn, feelings are come back & I’m gonna lose this person to them”. That moment of jealousy, where you see the person you like, flirt and show love to...
I HAVE THE MOST PERFECT WAY EVER TO ASK MY DATE...
hellloitsamy:
IT. IS. SO. INGENIOUS. BUT SKETCHY. YET SOOOO COOOOL AND SEMI-SPINE-CHILLING AT THE SAME TIME. At least, I think it is. It also suits my personal interests and my boyfriend’s as well, sorta ish, so if anything it’ll work out smoothly (: The things I think of when I don’t wanna do anything productive.. OMG I CANNOT WAIT FOR (Junior) PROM NOW. This is so so so beyond perfect.
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[[MORE]] I rarely ever get nightmares. But last night I found myself waking up multiple times before going back to sleep only to find myself repeating the same process later. It just felt so real. I wasn’t being chased by monsters or anything but the whole scenario just felt real and it was something that I never ever want to anticipate. Then I realized the more negative I am the more it...
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[[MORE]]I’m sorry for being apprehensive.
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“The trouble is, you think you have time.”
– Buddha
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I think I screwed over my WHAP Essay and last Chem...
My confidence in passing the two classes has greatly diminished.
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It’s not homewrecking if I’m being asked to give help/advice. I don’t see anything wrong with me doing that little thing. On top of that, I don’t even like your boy in that way, nor is it vice versa. So can I for once not be labeled as a homewrecker? Because that’s the last thing I’d ever want to do. Now you’re here giving me shit about ‘girl...
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April 2012
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I love love love reassurance.
It’s just a nice thing to know every now and then.
